Unspoken Thoughts

It's almost been a year since dad died, and it's weird to say that. It's true when they say "you don't know what you have, until it's gone". I'm not joking when I say everyone has been harping on me about "writing things down", or " keep sticky notes with you at all times to write down thoughts", all followed by the "you'll be sorry if you don't" ending. Honestly, I hate writing. And what's worst, I hate writing about myself, how I feel, and above all, I hate remembering things from the past and writing about them. Those are BIG "no no's" in my book. But, here I am, "writing"... If that's what you call being lazy and not liking your own handwriting. Goodness I don't even know where to begin there really isn't any beginning! Another thing, writing my life down is frustrating for me, I don't know where to start and when I do start I always leave something out. Anyone else have that problem?